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04:11:34ZCFGXAN:

it was hard to watch stream yesterday without being reminded of my girl because chami looks exactly like my girl bruh

04:01:26ZCFGXAN:

life reminds me of her i might give up on that to eventually

04:00:50ZCFGXAN:

my girl had the same music taste as me so i can’t even listen to music cus i js reminds me of her

03:59:20ZCFGXAN:

i’m 6,1. 233 prolly like 215 tho i haven’t eaten in days

03:55:35ZCFGXAN:

my girls name

03:55:19ZCFGXAN:

i’m so glad i didn’t have enough money to get that tattoo

07:43:32ZCFGXAN:

i’m heart broken. one of my best friends pretty much asked me to kms. i can’t do drugs to cope wit the pain ima be grounded forever. the situation wit the text is gonna ruin my life as well its to much to deal with im prolly gonna end it tn i tired to get over it but i cant do that sober.. i think this means by man

07:31:14ZCFGXAN:

that’s why i don’t like taking to anyone about stuff 😔

07:30:38ZCFGXAN:

i tried to talk to my closest homie fuck that piece of shit bro ima fucking kill that mother fucker i told him about it and he said if he could get my shi if i end it

07:19:51ZCFGXAN:

and my girls mom knows about how i do drugs now most likely bcus that was literally one of the last texts wit my girl and now my fucking family is gonna know

07:18:23ZCFGXAN:

but i’m getting back on xanax..

07:18:13ZCFGXAN:

i can’t go hang wit my homie because he’s not even home

07:05:45ZCFGXAN:

i rlly stoped hanging out wit them because i wanna quit drugs there only friends because we did drugs together

07:03:34ZCFGXAN:

ima js go back to drugs to fix the pain. the thing is tho im not close enough to my parents to talk to them about this

07:01:27ZCFGXAN:

and the worst part is she’s not here to help me anymore

07:00:16ZCFGXAN:

i always thought that until i met her to bro i dated other girls not like her tho she fixed every fucking mental issue i had healed the pain. this situation is gonna make my mental health 10x worse. it’s gonna be wit me for the rest of my life my parents are gonna know about it

06:49:32ZCFGXAN:

she wants to call tho bro and my homies voice does not sound like a fucking 50 year old man

06:48:31ZCFGXAN:

and i also lied to my girls parents and gave them my homies number to act like my dad

06:46:15ZCFGXAN:

can i join vc i have literally no one to talk to rn

06:45:00ZCFGXAN:

when i am around family i js sit in the corner and dont say anything like i have bad anxiety, bpd or bipolar. im fucking stressing rn. i have no drugs rn and that fucks me up bcus i can’t do them